I never really liked sleeping.  As a kid, it just seemed to get in the way of fun things like watching TV or playing games.  Even as an adult, I really do not like sleeping.  I feel lazy and worthless just laying there sleeping.  If I didn’t get tired or have to sleep, I wouldn’t.  Now, that I can’t sleep for more than a few hours a night, it sucks.  Feeling worthless because I was sleeping is a lot better than feeling worthless because I am worthless due to lack of sleep.  I better get this figured out soon.  It is going on a month and a half of utter shit sleep.  I do not want to be one of those 50 year olds who look like they are 123 because they never slept.