I never really liked sleeping. As a kid, it just seemed to get in the way of fun things like watching TV or playing games. Even as an adult, I really do not like sleeping. I feel lazy and worthless just laying there sleeping. If I didn’t get tired or have to sleep, I wouldn’t. Now, that I can’t sleep for more than a few hours a night, it sucks. Feeling worthless because I was sleeping is a lot better than feeling worthless because I am worthless due to lack of sleep. I better get this figured out soon. It is going on a month and a half of utter shit sleep. I do not want to be one of those 50 year olds who look like they are 123 because they never slept.