Do you know what I’m tired of? I’m tired of hearing everyone’s self-righteous advice that is based on a tiny sliver of actual fact and filled in with assumptions and bullshit. For example, I’m being told by people who are in miserable relationships who I should and should not date. Go fuck yourself! Your life sucks! What makes you such an expert? Oh, you’re an expert of living a miserable life? To quote a Godsmack song, “So sick of you preaching all the time. Just keep your shitty advice inside.”

I do not give people unsolicited advice, out of respect of not knowing what that person is going through. People do not seem to have the same respect. They have no idea what I’m going through, but they insist on giving their advice. They have no idea how far I am behind on some payments, barely keeping it together, but they have no problem telling me I’m wrong or I need to do this or that. Here’s an idea, get you’re own life in order before instructing me on how to live mine.

I’m a grown-ass adult. Let me make my own decisions. I’m not going to put my kids in danger. No good parent would. So why do so many people think the opposite? Are people so shallow and narrow-minded that they think I can’t know the difference? Not to sound arrogant, but I’m more intelligent than most people. I analyze every decision I make to the Nth degree. I don’t always get it right, but I try to look at every possibility. I’m very good a being objective and looking at all possible angles. I’m not perfect, of course.

I have so many people and obstacles in my path. I’m not sure the path out of here, but I think it might be me leaving this area. Leaving all of the bullshit for better days ahead. For those who want to help, I’m for it. For those who want to hinder, go fuck yourself.