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Songs Played in November
Important Songs [Emotionally Charged] “Winter Song” Ingrid Michaelson, Sara Bareilles Spotify Original “River” Joni Mitchell YouTube “I Don’t Know What Christmas Is (But Christmastime is Here)” Old 97’s Disney +
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A Taste of Tranquility
Heavy Rotation: “Experience” by Ludovici Einaudi, Daniel Hope, I Virtuosi Italiani Somewhere in the middle of chaos there was a sparkle of light. A brief twinkle. It was just enough to catch in peripheral vision. Just enough brightness to cause pause. Darkness consumed again. Until it felt like suffering was just purpose- settling for living…
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December 2022
It’s hard to wrap my head around the fact that this year is coming to an abrupt ending. I’m also not sure what I’m facing in the coming weeks, which adds some nervous anticipation and reluctance. I am trying my best to “stay in the moment” but after a therapy session designed to inquire about…
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Evaluation of Third Party
Cui bono? I am sitting here wondering how I am going to summarize the past twenty years of efforts, behaviors, beliefs, attitudes and “evolution” I have had as part of maturing. Currently, I am in a position where I need to make the summary of the past two decades help give as clear a lens…
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Research for Ohio Misdemeanor Charges
November (28th-29th)Thanksgiving Weekend2022 The Year of The Crossroads. It started out with researching Misdemeanor Laws [Violations] of Ohio.Then narrowed to municipal laws of Southeast Ohio; then to Guernsey County specifically.(And Ohio has 88 Counties- each jurisdiction has their own appointed Magistrate or Judge) There are classesto the degree of severity for misdemeanor offenses; M1 being…
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The Finale of 2022; November
“Just The Facts” -Erica Sinclair [Stranger Things Netflix Series] Sometimes I realize a simple fact holds true to life; Not everything is black and white. Some people fundamentally operate in “gray areas”. The Gray Areas allow an opportunity for a deal to be made somewhere; everyone has a price. The approach is not so rigid…
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It took me hours to figure out why I felt this way. Now that I know, it makes more sense- it wasn’t just breaking knews or confirmation of something…. it was that in the grand scheme of things, it’s time to stop bitching and face the facts. Patience is part of adulthood. I need to…
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A Mirage of Meliorism:
Instead of writing in stream-of-consciousness, I decided to try something different. I stared at this blank entry. Hours passed and I know it’s healthier for my mind to unscramble thoughts and feelings; writing encourages a fine-tuning process of what, why, when etc. Getting to the root of a mixed bag of feelings helps sort some…
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Ragrets
In the movie We’re The Millers upon the Millers’ encounter with this young man, he says “that’s like how I’ve been living my whole life. I went to a tattoo artist, I was like, ” This is how I live. Can you put that on my body? And he did.” This is all I can…
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The Bitter End
The Bitter End is a sailing term for the end of a ”line” or rope that helps adjust the sails. It’s also symbolic and it was a really cool bar in Manhattan back in the day. Lots of good musicians popped up to play. I’m starting to accept that sometimes you have to take the…