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Fucking Scared
I can’t sleep. I’ve been up for almost two hours (since before 3:00am). It’s almost serendipitous that I was scrolling through the streaming services and stopping on Limitless with Chris Hemsworth on Disney+. It seems to be about dealing with stress. Right now, I’m sucking at that, horribly. My stress levels are way up. I’m…
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Christmas and Holidays
It’s easy to think Christmas is a magical time of year full of friends, family, food, and gifts. That’s what we’re taught when we are growing up. Christmas has been bastardized into a holiday that has all but lost its original meaning. It’s almost offensive to say that Christmas is about the birth of Jesus…
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Finding Peace
Most people spend their lives trying to find peace. I’m not sure how many people actually accomplish this task. It used to be that humans lived shorter lives, but more attached to each other and the land. Somewhere along the line, we drifted away. Right now, we’re so far away from living with the land…
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Enjoying the Simple Things
Life can be amazing; life can suck. A bunch of shit can get in the way of relaxing and enjoying life. Most of us struggle to maintain our sanity, especially in these tough times. Most of us have worries that are like dark clouds over our heads: financial, legal, relationship, job, health, and family issues…
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I Always Wondered…
I always wondered why porn stars didn’t seem to have big dicks. They just seemed average.
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Processing…
It’s amazing how fast modern computers can process information. It’s still not quite up there with how much the human brain can process (at least, I think), but we have a lot more we process than a computer does. Computers and humans also process things in a much different manner. While a computer typically processes…
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Howdy
I peed today.
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My Soul Aches
It’s hard to look at the good things in life when the negative seem so overwhelming. I’m trying to think of positive outcomes in a mountain of horse shit. I’m thinking about how it’s possible for repeat offenders and violent criminals to just get let out, but a single mistake in a reaction can damn…
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Only Time Will Tell
Time is a double-edged sword. Time can go way too fast when we’re having fun, but it can also drag out when the shit is going down. I don’t mean boredom either. Kids should get bored when they are young to teach them how to create things. This past weekend, time slowed way down, but…
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Absolutely Gutted
I can’t go into much detail right now, but I am absolutely gutted. I can’t eat. Sleep has been rare. The only motivation I have is to right a wrong. It wasn’t even my wrong. It’s a wrong done because people have their little cliques and like to power trip. I failed to get anywhere…